Desire

This "systematic" Christian life feels so disconnected.
I desire TRUE connection with my Father.
I desire to feel peace without following "formulas."
I desire relationships from the heart, a TRUE experience.
Authentic, REAL, honest, and life-giving LOVE!
THIS IS POSSIBLE!
But, sometimes, I do not know how to BE this.
Lord, help me and teach my formulaic soul to yield to the
Unforced Rhythms of Grace- YOUR ABILITY!

I am tired of being confused,
Tired of feeling alone,
and tired of being self-centered.
Show me how to BE your daughter and break the bondage of
Falling into the DO mentality.

I know your will is for my life to be an experience of
PEACE
LOVING RELATIONSHIPS, and
SERVANTHOOD for your children.
Teach me YOUR ways Oh Lord,
For man is not my strength and knowledge.
YOU ARE!
I desire a PEACE and LOVE for mankind,
That only comes from You.