Saturday, January 29, 2011

Strength of a Giant


Noah amazes me.  I am seriously trying to comprehend his strength.  You would not know he had surgery just yesterday, not one single complaint, at all.  I have to remind him to not run, jump, or fight with his brother because he keeps forgetting to take it easy.  He just keeps saying he is all better and nothing hurts!  He had his hair shaved and they made an incision to remove some tissue to place on his eardrum, you would think that would hurt at least a little, he would wince every now and then.  Nothing, not one single tear has been shed.  He actually woke up from the surgery and sat straight up and did not lay down until late last night.  I tried to get him to rest but after an hour of being awake, I let him get up to go play Mario.  He is loving all the video game time he's getting.  We are trying to keep him still and that is doing the trick.  His usual game time is during Eli's nap, and that's it, so this is a huge treat.  Mario is his thing! 
I had envisioned a much tougher recovery, but once again, my miracle child has proven me wrong.  I know kids are tough and bounce back quickly, but I think he steps it up a notch.  The day before the surgery, I told him that we were going to go to the hospital so the doctor could fix a boo boo in his ear while he took a nap, and that Mom and Dad would be there when he woke up.  I explained that he would get to pick a flavored mask that would help him go to sleep (he picked bubble gum) and for being such a big boy would get a new toy of his choice.  He picked a new train, of course.  He always has a new one in mind, this time it was Edward.  So that was it, just like we planned, and he was fine with it, and when I ask him if his ear is hurting so I can give him pain medicine, he says, "No, I'm all better." 
So yeah, I know as parents it is often harder on us, we often imagine things worse than they are when it comes to our children.  And I did that once again, lol, but I am telling you, Noah is my little superman.  There is nothing he hasn't overcome with super amazing strength.  His strong will is amazing, it is one of his best qualities.  He faces each challenge like it's no big deal, he has supernatural peace times a million, it's so inspiring.  I am so thankful for this lesson I am learning from him.  A five year old is teaching me to face challenges with strength and peace and trust in our loving Father.  So now I really get this scripture:

"Assuredly, I say to you, whoever does not receive the kingdom of God as a little child will by no means enter it."  Mark 10:15 

Thank you for another amazing lesson my sweet boy, and thank you God for taking care of my son.  I know you love him more than I do, and I can't wait to see the plans you have for his life.   

Tuesday, January 25, 2011

Noah's Ear Surgery

My sweet Noah is going to have the surgery to repair the hole in his eardrum this Friday.  *sigh*  I'd be lying to say I'm not disappointed, but I also have peace that it is time to repair it.  His hearing tests are still showing some hearing loss in that ear, and the procedure could significantly help him hear better.  We have waited for it to heal, prayed for it to heal, but now it is time to seek healing in this form because it will help him.  I have to keep reminding myself that this is another step on his healing journey, this will complete any surgery he will need, hopefully forever.  It is hard sometimes, because I see him as so perfect just the way he is.  It is also hard because it brings back a lot of emotions that I have felt as we've taken steps on this road with him.  But one thing I know, God loves Noah, He will keep him safe, and there is nothing that seperates us from His peace, nothing.  Even though it is never easy to hand your child over to someone else to "fix" them, I know God is with Noah and guiding those surgeons in wisdom, and for that I am thankful.  I know He will help Jason and I to feel peace that surpasses all understanding.  I can see how God must feel when we face trials in this life, heartbroken, but always there, holding us in His embrace, saying "I love you and will never leave or forsake you.  You are mine."       

Sunday, January 23, 2011

Simplicity


I love this video, it is so good. He is so good.  Embrace each moment and see the beauty in life.

Friday, January 7, 2011

A few little goals...

I didn't sit down and write out any big list of goals this year, so I thought I'd just post a few things I hope to accomplish.

1.  To blog more!!
2.  To learn how to use my camera and edit photos.
3.  SCRAPBOOK my ginormous amount of photos.
4.  Take on a few sewing/knitting projects.
5.  Learn how to play my keyboard. (I finally got one for Christmas!!)
6.  Complete Heart Physics by Jim Richards.  (I have started but it is a challenge to find the quiet time.)
7.  Get up earlier....it makes me wince just typing it, but I need more hours in my day!!

That's all folks.  I have a feeling this is gonna be a blessed, busy year!